last night i ate a "shroomtella sandwhich"
LOL
i basically had nothing to eat the shrooms with,
so i used a piece of whole grain bread and put
yes, you guessed it
nutella on it and sprinkled the shrooms on top
i must say it masked the taste very effectively
30 minutes in, my whole body felt tingly
as i was choosing a song to listen to,
i noticed the letters on the screen to start swirling around
"OK. i think im tripping now"
that's when i started to lose my grip on reality
and you don't even notice it at the same time
you know you're tripping when just being on the youtube
site itself trips you out
chung: "YOUTUBE NEVER LOOKED SO CRAZY"
let me tell you,
that movie 500x more crazier than it already is
and you see, the thing
with shrooms is that you can't tell if that's what the movie really looks like
or if your vision is just fucking with you
my room never looked so different
it also never felt so evil
the sailboats on my walls looked more pointy than they already were
and i saw the sails moving
the way the pattern of ships goes along my walls made it almost look like fire
this song that you're listening to right now was
actually one of the songs i played during my trip
once we heard the guy talking,
EVERYONE busted out laughing
and i can recall richie saying,
"what the fuck are we listening to?"
LOL
all of my drawings came to life
they were all moving and swirling around, like that's
what the whole purpose of the drawing really was:
to be animated
not to be just simple drawings on the wall
seeing all of this, it just makes me wonder
how does the human mind conjure up images like this?
is this the other world that we do not see?
why did i see it with my own eyes if it's not there?
throughout the whole night my mind was generally in
a state of confusion
my mind was racing with thoughts
faster than i could actually comprehend
it would jump into thinking about when my parents are coming back
to "wait when did they leave?"
to "wait what day is today?"
to "wait wtf... days of the week are crazy."
to "should i ask my brother?"
to "holy shit i have a brother"
to "holy shit my parents are coming back tomorrow"
and as i would keep thinking and thinking
my mind would go to and from reality
as i would think about things that had to do with the real world
i would feel like i'm normal again
and then when i would walk back into my room and stare at one of the most fucking
here's a clip so you can see why it tripped me out way too hard:
it's actually a really good philosophical movie about life
i'll have to watch it again sober
but the movie looks so trippy that itll make you feel like youre on something
when you're watching it
occasionally i would go downstairs to visit and talk with some people (who were completely sober)
i was actually able to hold a normal conversation with them
and me being able to conversate with them made me forget
i was even shrooming
and one of the random guys that were downstairs came upstairs
to show me this video
cause he knew i was shrooming
and omg.
i almost wanted to look away cause it just looked
TOO CRAZY:
watch 1:15-3:00
i remember taking a step outside to have a cigarette
and looking up at the clouds
the clouds never looked so detailed
it's like they didn't have a fluffy edge around them
it almost seemed solid and smooth
one of the most random funny moments was when
i was standing in front of my parents room with
jacky and chung
and we were just literally
standing there
looking around in confusion
and finally chung goes
"are we really just standing in front of your parents room?"
LOL
there were many obstacles to overcome during my trip
like figuring out the thermostat
me and chung literally stood in front of it for 5 minutes
trying to figure out
"WHATS HOT?
is 90 DEGREES HOT?"
note to self: a thermostat is highly inoperable
when shrooming
alas, near the end of my trip, mark put on one of my favorite music videos
again, it was 5004% times more amplified when i was tripping
so it just looked too beautiful
even if you're sober right now, it will still blow your mind away
after watching it you just enter this moment of silence and you're just like
"whoa."
Birdy Nam Nam - The Parachute Ending
i had A LOT of laughs that night
and had a great trip
i definitely did not feel as many strange emotions
as i did my last trip
this was more of a "having fun" trip
but i did gain some insight from it
after every trip it seems like i just walked through
the many untouched doors of life
anyways i hope everyone had a good christmas
mine was pretty chill
just ate a lot of food and ended it with a cup of merlot
i got some useful clothing and funds for hard NYE
which is in 3 days
YES!
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