Moral Orel

This is why I love Moral Orel so much:

Clay Puppington: Tell me, DOC, did some of those painkillers protect her against you?

QXP: ...what does that mean?

Clay Puppington: You know, the pain. Of you. Day in, day out, of BEING there, with that FACE... not knowing what to say..not caring anymore. Not even knowing you'll only start caring for her when it's already too late. Forgetting about all those desperate.. those desperate years YOU spent alone, your barren years, when no woman would even consider resting their tired little head on your shaky little shoulder... and stinking of belly semen. Why even wipe? And then when you finally get one of THESE (points to woman), covered in pieces of tail that have been built up as the GRAND TROPHY in your nothing life, you try desperately to KEEP it, not to protect it, but to HOARD it.. to keep it away from the other WOLVES and JACKALS circling your territory.... and you realize....... all too soon..........that YOU'RE not good enough... and that maybe there was a jerk-off called Darwin after all... and that you never acknowledged his existence because you knew deep inside that you were really what you feared you were: WEAK, PASSIVE, and ultimately BROKEN by the ones who remain the fittest... and that through your weaknesses you developed a POISON... that POISONS others around you....... that you love..... and the only TRUE justice...was to let those dominant jackals FEED off of you..... SURVIVE off of you.....

O_O

Mountain Goats - No Children

I hope that our few remaining friends
Give up on trying to save us
I hope we come out with a fail-safe plot
To piss off the dumb few that forgave us

I hope the fences we mended
Fall down beneath their own weight
And I hope we hang on past the last exit
I hope it's already too late

And I hope the junkyard a few blocks from here
Someday burns down
And I hope the rising black smoke carries me far away
And I never come back to this town again in my life

I hope I lie
And tell everyone you were a good wife
And I hope you die
I hope we both die

I hope I cut myself shaving tomorrow
I hope it bleeds all day long
Our friends say it's darkest before the sun rises
We're pretty sure they're all wrong

I hope it stays dark forever
I hope the worst isn't over
And I hope you blink before I do
And I hope I never get sober

And I hope when you think of me years down the line
You can't find one good thing to say
And I'd hope that if I found the strength to walk out
You'd stay the hell out of my way

I am drowning
There is no sign of land
You are coming down with me
Hand in unlovable hand

And I hope you die
I hope we both die

iuiu

u

will not control me

will not break me

i

will not give in

will not be broken

u

only want to control

only want to break

i

only want to live naturally

only want to naturally live

it's so hard to run into

anything real in this world

which is why i still find myself

reminiscing of those precious memories

that i hold onto me wherever i go

sometimes it comes to the

point where i feel like i just

want to feel that safety net

i just want to feel your warmth

but then my mind will

linger off onto something else

and i begin to live again

Japanese People Are Crazy

crazy funny

but also very crazy

We all know from watching ninja warrior

and those japanese prank videos,

but just how crazy can japanese people get?

Watch the following vids to find out:

in the next video, wait till 3:15 and youll just LOL

LOL

i've made a decision

sometime in the future

im going to live in japan for a month or so

everything about that place fascinates me

i would like to just walk through the japanese wilderness

rural and urban

i'm taking jap this semester

since UNLV requires i take 2 classes of the same language,

i chose japanese as my language

since ive already done 2 years of japanese in high school

(2 years of JAP I to be exact LOL)

so i thought it wouldn't give me a hard time

but this time, i'm going to take the time to study and learn

cause back in highschool...

that was a different story hahah

i don't know about you guys, but last semester took

a shit on my forehead

i really need to wake up

and go into seriousmode

>:O

insomnia seems to be more evident

during recent years

we are all victims

yes you

and i am one

i really need to fix my sleeping schedule

normal bedtime?

5:00am-6:00am

next week,

on tuesday

my class starts at 8:00am

u_u

HELLO 20010!

oh man, whenever i type or write 2010,

i'm always about to write 20010

cause for 9 years now there's been 2 0's in the date

:P

Hard NYE fucked me straight in the face

and tossed it aside like it was nobody's business

i know that all sounds like a bad thing,

but it's just how i felt after i left the palladium

that's what my body felt after hours and hours of dancing

and just pure crazyness

destructo, dj mehdi, a trak, and boys noize

they all killed it

even though the venue was small, the music was fucking amazing

i could say it was the best ending and beginning of a new year :]

here are some vids:

i plan to save up to finally buy my own camera

it's been way too long without taking any pictures

i almost feel deprived

actually...i do feel deprived u_u

anyways

i have a very good feeling about this year

i don't know what it is but i just have that feeling

let's hope i'm not wrong :]